I Won’t Back Down

If you had asked me at this time last fall which artist would bookend this yearlong musical excursion, I would not have said Tom Petty. Somehow though, he’s entirely appropriate. Age 15 was when I grew into my upstander personality and transitioned from my childhood musical tastes into those which would carry me through the nearly three decades since. Full Moon Fever is a piece of that bridge.

Which brings us to now. There ain’t no easy way out. One year ago we were organizing for President Bernie, the candidate we lefties, socialists, radicals, and misfits had been waiting for our whole lives. We didn’t get him, and we were told today–November 9th–was the day we could start fighting again. So here we are.

We want an end to the endless war.

We want a robust social welfare system that leaves nobody hungry or homeless.

We want a living wage for all workers.

We want a fair tax system that ends corporate welfare and makes the rich pay their share.

We want big money out of politics.

We want Wall Street regulated.

We want universal nonprivitized health care.

We want access to abortion for all women, on demand and without apology.

We want paid parental leave, affordable child care, and free public college.

We want 100% sustainable energy.

We want safe and reliable public transportation.

We want voting rights protected.

We want compassionate immigration rules.

We want a non-toxic food system.

We want an end to gun violence.

We want an end to private prisons and mass incarceration.

We want an end to police brutality.

And we are coming for it.

You can stand me up at the gates of hell and I won’t back down.

Servitude

After a seemingly interminable 10 months we have arrived: 2016 is ready to birth its presidential baby.

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I know: you voted for cereal, I voted for cereal, we all wanted cereal. Some people think they’re getting cereal and are super excited today. To those of them who are not fascist white supremacists and haven’t been total dicks to me for the past year, I say, congratulations. I see that this is important to you and I am glad for you.

To the rest of us: time to eat the bowl of shit because the only alternative left is a vat of white supremacist toxic sludge. You don’t have to smile while you do it. Act in this one strategic way on behalf of those more vulnerable to fascist insanity than we are and move on.

We have always known that politics is so much more than elections; we live it all day every day on the ground. In our lives and the lives of people we love. The sooner we do the voting, the sooner we get back to the real work we care about.

No matter what happens today, it will all be there waiting for us.

All Summer Long

Chicken in the car, car won’t go, C-H-I-C-A-G-O. (Your momma. Your papa. Your greasy greasy grandmama.) The first place I lived in this country and where my brother was born, Chicago will always be my rose-tinted gold standard for cities and people.

Like just about everyone I grew up with, I stayed up way too late watching the Cubs win the World Series. I would have preferred that President Bernie be the one high in the litany of 2016 lows, no contest. Adult-me is not a baseball fan–too much ignorance and wife-beating all around–but childhood-me remembers all those years of devoted fandom and the sting of the last time I really paid attention, when Mark Grace had us believing someday might be 1989.

There were a lot of things wrong with growing up in Indiana, but being a Cubs fan was not one of them. Let’s hope this is the universe’s meager apology for Bowie, Prince, and everything else and not truly the harbinger of the End of Days.

What A Feeling

[retroactive]

I am not a sports fan, but I make exceptions for things like my childhood baseball team trying to win the World Series for the first time in over a century. (Did they even have baseball back then? My son asked. Barely.)

Me between 8pm and 12am: Watching Netflix, knitting, and updating the stats online at ESPN thinking, hey, they might win this thing.

Me at 12am: OMG IT’S TIED GOING INTO THE 9TH OMG OMG GET IN HERE AND MAKE THE TV WORK OMG OMG.

Me at 12:15am: Back to knitting and reloading the page since I can’t bear to watch them lose live.

Then: THEY DID NOT LOSE. 10th INNING. RAIN DELAY. YOU CAN DO IT CARL YOU CAN DO IT YOU CAN DO IT YOU CAN DO IT. Good job, Carl. OMFG THEY ACTUALLY DID IT!!!!!!!!!!!

Me at 1:20am to my totally asleep partner: And then…(wake up)…and then…(wake up)…and then…(wake up)…and then…